How can I Resist it ??

Modelling for St. John's

At Mammia Mia premiere

When I Was Young

As I am holding this very picture,
a sudden rush of adrenaline zips through my memory box in my brain,
For I did not know it was me in the picture,
Standing there with my mom taking care of me,
An ever-ready smile reflected on the camera's lens ,
For i did not know i was such a jovial little kid waiting to be taken pictures.

I was standing on the smooth sandy beach with my perfect smile ,
my hair swept to the side by the strong waves,
I myself wearing a singlet and short pants,
and smiling ,
it was a bright sunny day,
spending time with my beloved cousin brother, Justin ,
on a beach in Port Dickson, that was once clear , but now polluted ,
my mind was so free ,
away from worries,
problems,
i had a little smile that stayed on my face day and night,
not aware of any danger,
or problems that now worry me ,
I dreamt a child's dream,
Of ambient thought and a peaceful theme,
but it was way back then,
when i was young .

I'm William Shakespeare's heiress....

Seriously , my leg was bitten off by maggots and cockcroaches , ya i know gross. I'm rotting everyday as they say ...(this is strictly a joke)

To-morrow,to-morrow, and to-morrow,

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, to the last syllable of freedom ,

And all our yesterdays have been wasted,

The way to dreadful school, Out, out, brief candle!

Life's but a walking shadow, a poor student,

That struts and frets his hour upon his life,

And then is heard no more, it is reality,

Told by his shadow, full of sound and fury,

Signifying nothing.

Ain't it nice? I modified the poem written by William Shakespeare, as i'm taking english literature next year, besides , i love poems and writting 'em mainly because i can express through writting and drawing. i'll show you other pieces of poems i've written later. What do you think?Ain't it a good step to get myself seriously involved in poetry???

I'm soo sleepy but i just can't shut my eyes just a bit , alone at home now , pratically rotting to my dusty death. i've done enough reading to get myself occupied but it doesn't work a tiny bit though , i'm cooped up in the house day and night seeing the same thing over and over again, don't you feel sick if you're me ??24/7 looking and staring at the same old thing ..*sigh*.What are you guys doing now?? besides telling me , give me some ideas besides being left to rot in my lovely house .sheesh, even basketball practices are not on at all, practically no exercise, it's no good you know , i want to exercise but no one would be kind-hearted enough to accompany me to do so .So yeah , boredom kills .

Technically, i'd have to put everyhing on hold because there are some changes and it involves adult supervision like..

-learning how to drive, yeah , i want to learn how to drive , just to get a hang of it

-learning how to cook(i know, my mum doesn't let me cook without her supervision, as i cut my finger and scalded myself the first attempt i tried to cook alone at home )

-going for a holiday(maybe this task does not need an adult either unless your going alone)

-going shopping( this too doesn't need an adult but you need transport , you can possibly expect a teenager to drive illegally to a mall or anywhere, you can get caught ya'know)

.. but learning to drive is a different thing....

Whatever , but the bottomline is boredom kills , and also there are two things that need adult's supervision..

I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE !!!

i can't just let time go by like that , yes i've been reading. but you can't expect me to read all day, facing a book with a millions of words 24/7 right ???

Anyway, to keep me occupied , i've listed down what to do today, yeah i do plan everyday for what i wanna do so i won't waste time ( partly i'm a hypocrite .the next minute saying it's so bored and so bored, and the very next minute i'm saying i've listed down what i want to do .haha*sheepish smile* )

1.Watch Movie

2.Blog

3.Read half of Rich Dad, Poor Dad.

4. Find old favourite pictures of my family and i and frame it up

5.Write a poem

6.Eat

7.Find or google Meryl Streep and Angelina Jolie's pictures

8.Tidy up my room..i spend half hour everyday to keep things tidy

9.go you tube

let's see if it works...

Falling In Love

Starring Robert de Niro and Meryl Streep

Out Of Africa

starring Meryl Streep and Robert Redford

Speaking of movies ,i managed to get Meryl Streep 's 1984 movie the collectors edition, Falling in Love, that got a David Award ,i think . and also Out Of Africa, a 1985 picture which got a nomination for Academy Award for Meryl Streep as Best Actress for Leading Role. Yay Meryl!!Wondering whether i'm still going gaga over Angelina Jolie ?Yes , i'm still going gaga over Angelina Jolie not only Meryl and what's more i'm crazy over the two of them instead . Because for the past two years , i've been finding high and low for Angie's Movies , and besides i've got most of them. so yeah , now's Meryl Streep 's movies . I just love Collecting Movies, don't ask , because i myself don't know what's the reason either, or maybe collecting things is just my favourite thing to do besides my other hobbies. Mind you , i not only like Meryl Streep and Angie , or shall we call them Meryl and Angie as their names are quite a mouthful. i do like guys too. Chace Crawford, is hot!! Seriously i'm a fan of him, but not exactly a die hard fan though.

Chace Crawford

Meryl Streep laughing ..:)

Angie and Maddox

(i'm jealous)

Anyway , i 'll have to go now to complete my tasks or else it's backfired and the day will just pass like *poof*..so got to start with a movie Falling In Love now ..chiao

With Love

The Three Wonderful Women In My Life

Meryl Streep

My one and only Mum

Look closely, do they look alike?

if they don't i'll post the other pics of them looking alike ..teehee:)

'Mum' is such a simple word,

But to me there's a meaning behind it that is rarely heard,

For everything i am today,

My dearest mother who's the one that leads me the path to today and forever.

Mum, i look at you and see a walking miracle,

Your unfailing love without limit,

Your ability to soothe my every hurt ,

Makes me so grateful and lucky,

The example you set is still in my deep heart's core,

I'd never want any other,

I'm thankful for what you have taught me that still remains with me today,

And I'm truely glad to call you 'Mother'.

Nobody's quite like you ,Mum.

You're special in everyway,

That makes dad and me love you more everyday in each of our lives,

Mum,

You're my lovely and motherly Meryl Streep,

And also,

The Beautiful and kind-hearted Angelina Jolie ,

For I see you in each of them,

And,

Them in You,

Because you're different,

As you're beautiful inside and out,

Like they are too.


So,
For all the the times I didn't say,
The love i feel for ypou each day is unconditional,
Mum,
read this so you can always see ,
Just how much you mean to me ,
I gaze in wonder,
As I watch you being you ,
my miracle, my mother.

Happy Birthday , Mum!!

p.s You're ---...and still going strong ,e.g Meryl Streep(59) :))

I LOVE YOU

this is the poem i wrote on my own that surprised her this morning and a compilation of her favourite songs in a disc.. haha:)

copyrights reserved for this poem

Angelina Jolie

Think and crack your brain up

Well, maybe i was thinking to create a tag , out of boredom

1. When's your birthday?
17 December

2.List seven things you want.
-Meryl Streep's Movies
-Angelina Jolie Movies
-Lego Technics 81296
-the Olympus E2-520
-Go travelling in December
-A new phone
-Enjoy my life

3.Are you in a relationship ???(be honest)
obviously not.period.

4. Are you bored ???
hell yes.

5.List your favourite movies
-Mamma mia
-Mr and Mrs Smith
-The Devil Wears Prada
-Stormbreaker
-Wanted
-Prime
-girl, interrupted

6.Do you have a crush on anyone ???What's his or her name?
currently no.

7. What do you do everyday???
eat, sleep, online,blog,watch movies,read financial books,exercise

8. Do you plan what to do everyday ??
yes

9. What do you normally buy in a mall?
Movies (it's a must, and you know who's movies lah)magazines( you know who lah), books, clothes ( if there's a sale , but not often , normally before chinese new year), pants,food(snacks)

10. What are you craving now???
pizza and sushi

11. Any Favourite phrases??
none yet.

12. Any idol or someone you look up to??
Angelina Jolie , Meryl Streep, Bill gates, Warren Buffet, Cousin bro, Barack Obama, my parents...

13. Favourite word??
Yeow!!!

14. What is your favourite colour??
Black

15 .Do you like reading?
duh, hell yeah

16. What are you doing?
doing this tag

17.What are you wearing ?
shirt and pants

18 Are you curious?
yes.very indeed

19. is this crap ??
definitely

people to tag
-mun yee
-chy yun
-dayana
-jo
-aqil
-anyone who' d love to do this

Spm candidates

All the best to you guys who are stitting for SPM this year
Last but not least thank you for being good mentors throughout the whole year,
thank you for everything ,
thank you for being my seniors,
study smarter not harder,
patience is gold,
be an optimist.
That's all-Miranda Priestly form the Devil Wears Prada . hehe
(take brands chcken essence too)teehee

best wishes,
syuen

Bonjour

Bonjour people ,like i said i 'm going to mid valley this sunday and i've went..

it's kinda fun going out with my parents, BUT, the latest installation of the James Bond Movie Quantum of Solace is not as good as Casino Royale, partly because the physical setting of the movie was quite a number therefore confusing one audience and another. Even then the James Bond himself is not really...stunning, in fact Pierce Brosnan is a much better James Bond especially in the movie Die Another Day, with Halle Berry . i watched it because i just wanted to know what happens next after Vesper's death in the last installation, but somehow the movie also bores you partly because of the storyline too. Anyway, this is my opinion , but i strongly feel that Pierce Brosnan is a much better Bond.

Bond, James Bond

Moving on, my dad surprised my mum by offering to buy her a present for her bday this wednesday. Unfortunately, she insisted to not buy a present especially now that my dad wants to buy me an SLR camera . but i told her i could wait, she insisted. Period.Also my mum went to the particular shop to check out her stuff and had already made a decision so that's it , she'll wait .On the other hand , the year end sale is about to start soon. so she said why not buy the present during the year end sale ? my dad was obviously delighted when he heard bout that because that particular present costs a bomb and would definitely burn a hole in your pocket , like she said she'll wait .Besides , my dad had already made a promise ,so there's no way of escaping !!!hah

Olympus E2-520

Right, about the camera , dad changed his mind about buying the canon EOS 1000d camera as the camera was not value for money , so he decided on buying Olympus E2-520 camera this week , and we might go to Mid Valley again this saturday or sunday to get the camera. i checked out the Olympus camera i just mentioned earlier, and believe it or not i know how to use it within 10 minutes as i was experimenting here and there, and the camera is user-friendly, so why not get that one? oh right , the stabliser thingy is built into the camera therefore making objects that are moving is taken clearer making it like a still picture . so , what the heck go get it !!! argh , can't wait to get my hands on the camera.....

The Bridges of Madison County

i bought a movie titled the Bridges of Madison County , could not resist it , that's why, had to use my own pocket money , mom was not willing to pay, so had to fork out 4 pieces of 10 bucks..*sigh*BUT it's worth it!!!!that's what i bought yesterday..hehe

Anyway, i just watched it and it's an extremely a good show, and i strongly believe that it deserved to be an Academy Award movie , but it was nominated and did not win ..Meryl Streep was the leading actress in the movie and Clint Eastwood is the Leading actor both acted well, as you could see the chemistry between on-screen as it is an old romantic movie,...very impressive.(i love watching old movies)



talking about how much i had to fork out for 1 movie... i know, what you're thinking , but what can i do ? it's beyond my control, or maybe not *sheepish smile *But the thing is if there's something i love so much or i'm desperate of it , i would dig out all the information about them , or maybe to the extreme, getting all their merchandise like their movies , albums, photos and what more their biographies and also watching their movies for a million times over and over not feeling bored with it or maybe going to youtube finding all their videos , interviews and movies . Besides , i do try to get every each of their movies on the net and making videos about them which i'm working on 1 now .{ i've made one last year }For instance the two female actresses i'm going gaga over now -Meryl Streep and Angelina Jolie.I just don't know.... it's like i feel a connection between me and them that's why i somehow LOVE them ..oh, then again....


well, i cleaned my room for the third time after pmr . In the middle of reading Rich dad, Poor dad. yeah , i know. i'm quite a different person you know, it's like for instance , the teenage sensation , Twilight i'm so seriously not a wee bit interested in it, also i'm not a fan of HSM3 and ...Seriously , i wish that i just could do something much more interesting, like taking up new stuff, well just finished another piece of abstract art titled The Violence through The Eyes ..hehe I'll post that piece later..

The lovely Meryl Streep at the Mamma Mia premiere

Mr and Mrs. Gorgeous at Ocean's Thirteen premiere

well got to go now ..eat dinner :)

2 inches

2 inches slimmer..seriously

I mean ..the past few weeks i may have not been in a good mood,so didn't really eat much

and no, I AM NOT ON DIET..and i don't believe so as dieting stresses you up and makes you limit yourself to not eat so much and also makes you think that you;'re fat..well ..the ultimate bottomline is exercise, AND then you'll lose weight if you're that desperate .

But, seriously i am 2 inches slimmer, as when i put my jeans on last week it was practically 1 inch loose and the following week, 2 inches, and you know, i went out the whole day trying to keep myself comfortable with those loose jeans , try imagining it ..haha

Yup, two thumbs up !!!

Anyway, i watched One True Thing on youtube this afternoon, quite an emotional and depressing film though.starring William Hurt, Meryl Streep, and Renee Zellweger . Well, it's a bout how a daughter took extra care for her mom {Meryl Streep } who was cancer-stricken ,and how they got closer through the process and the last days of her mom's death , sad film ..Good News: Meryl Streep was nominated for the Golden Globes award and the SAGs Award, her acting was impressive .oh right , i watched Mamma Mia for the 6 th time at my aunt's house .-be jealous chy yun:)teehee :}




Oh right, i went to Speedy yesterday, and tried to look for Meryl Streep and Angelina Jolie's movies, but they have a few, so before i went i wrote down a few of their award winning pictures/films(i know , i know what you're thinking ) because they said that those famous old award winning films , AND the company is going to re-publish the pictures into DVD forms and that's good news isn't it ??I"ll be getting the movies i've always wanted!!!, then the guy there told me to write down the movies , and my contact number so he could contact me when the movies are here..ooh it's irrestible..can't wait !!Oh right , i've asked my cousin sister in England to get me Meryl and Angie's whole movie collection there too , as it's mostly sold in western countries rather than Malaysia..and i don't know yet, be patient..



i almost bought the Bridges of Madison County that costs about 40.00 bucks but i changed my mind and decided to wait till my b'day as i'm going to get lotsa of money, and maybe i'll get whatever i want without letting my mom nag at me , especially movies, or maybe partially clothes and legos and books, ahh can't wait!! but of course it doesn't mean that i will spend all my money on my presents, i'll keep 60% to 70% of the money.. dare not to waste too much , just wanna pamper my self on my birthday. how often do i do that??? i don't really often buy things, like splurging my money on other things but , seriously , give me a break, i only buy those things that i'm really desperate to have it ...hweehwee

The beautiful canon EOS 1000D

oh right, Dad offered to buy me an SLR camera !!!weepee!
it's canon EOS 1000D yay, he said he wants to get it tomorrow, anyway, i shall wait as he himself wants to get mom something as her birthday is like 4 days away..
He said he wants to get her a really nice present which i seriously don't know what is going on in his mind!!

It's like all of a sudden, when i told him that i am interested in photography, then he was like 'i think it's time for us to get a really good camera since you're interested in photography . A really good one. Syuen, you pick ..' and my heart was like beating so fast until you could feel that it was pumping in and out right through your chest, wow..it's like you know, it's a miracle dropping from the sky, but since he offered i shall wait..Congrats Dad!!

Then , this afternoon, i reminded him bout mom's b'day , and i asked him what he wants to buy for her, and he said'a nice present, a real special one' and then i gaped...what definitely got into him, so the bottomline is men are all full of surprises, and you know he 's like , all of a sudden .changed.period.
sigh talking bout mom's bday present , don't know what to give her, a surprise maybe ??a small little present which she'll love .This year i've made up my mind to not spend money on mom's present, but using my own brain to make it ..hah
i still remembered last year , my dad gave / delivered a bouquet of flowers to mom's office as a surprise, aww how romantic, it was soo..spontaneous!!!he didn't even tell me , but anyway, it's good too!!


Well , i'm gonna watch Quantum of Solace tomorrow at the GSC cinemas in Mid Valley with my parents and also celebrate mom's bday and also shopping as the megasale is on, besides chinese new year s coming !!!hehe



better write a list of things soon before my bday.. later not now...

the One and only wonderful Meryl Streep

Love is in the Air between Brangelina ( Brad and Angie)

chao, gotta sleep

oh , What do you think ??

What do you think of these pieces of art??

In Our Ear

The Visions Of the Eye

The Contradiction of Art

Fire in a Teardrop

it's a bit dark when i took it , thousands of apologies..;)

Your Point is ??

Hey,peeps it's November 3rd , time pass by fast like you know, a blink of an eye , and it's already 3 weeks after pmr ..i want 8 A's !!!!i've been working and studying so hard , let's hope i do get those freaking 8 A's ..



To the examinors ,please be more soft-hearted..i'll be a million times grateful!!

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Oh right , i recently got hooked to Meryl Streep!!!

I mean ,i'm officially considered myself as another big fan of her!!!..i know..i know what you're thinking ..here we go again!!!another idol of Weii Syuen's..hahahaha..NOT



Well, it doesn't mean that i don't like Angelina Jolie anymore, it's just that maybe i need a change for a while , and no i am not saying that i just like her practically but i LOVE her too!!!!






So , the Bottomline is I LOVE MERYL STREEP and ANGELINA JOLIE!!

And no , i like the guy actors too, for example Clint Eastwood, Brad Pitt , i have to admit that Zac Efron is a good looking hunk , after watching closely and carefully of him in High School Musical 3, who else?Pierce Brosnan, Dominic Cooper and Leonardo di Caprio. their really sweet hunks

You may be thinking that i possibly love veterans in the entertainment industry, but actually, it's a fact , because, their more experienced actors and actresses, and what more their beautiful, for example ,Meryl Streep , Brad Pitt , Clint Eastwood , and Pierce Brosnan. To me , i actually consider more of their talent in acting and their personality,to their looks. But of course having a liking for beautiful people is a bonus if their talented and are rich and famous too.For example , Meryl Streep and Clint Eastwood , their Legends in the Showbiz industry and their filthy rich and famous .guess i have to ..tell you that later.

Besides , what's more the entertainment industry , is not only the main thing that i care most about , well maybe 56% ..hehe*sheepish smile*but i have other things that i'm interested in just that i don't express it in words on my blog.For instance , i love reading, photography,making videos , making scrapbooks , learning to fix stuff,like the computer, or my watch etc,Lego Techics the 16 year old to adults version,like programming it to a robot or something else, i have a love for that and i'm seriously passionate about it . What else ? Ooh, I love drawing especially Abstract Art, and i do enjoy Operas and Orchestra becaus their just Soo amazing as muscians or let's just consider them as human beings that are geniuses that can compose such amazing music!!!to this day, i ,personally feel that it's truly wonderful and i'm still in awe ....-_-



Well, you're still gonna learn alot about me through this blog..


Right, i forgot , did i mention that i'm gonna make a video and a scrapbook each for Angelina Jolie and Meryl Streep??Well , hope you'll be informed about my progress on going gaga over Angelina Jolie and Meryl Streep ..


Ooh yes, i'm going to make a class video of 3 Alpha and my friends too as i'm leavin smk bj next year..








Mamma Mia rocks !!watched it for 4 times !! Meryl Streep can really sing ,let's hope she'll be nominated by the Oscars or the Golden Globes with the Best Supporting Actress as she acted incredibly amazing in that movie , oh shut up , her acting is seriously amazing!!



So you see, you have to bear with me as i can stop talking about them ..___________

oh by the way, Mamma Mia is way better than High School Musical 3!! no offence guys!!



Bottomline, this is getting depressing..haha
My point is literally nothing, don't bother